December 2008
10 posts
party.
Lol, so who would have thought that last night would be as crazy as it was? new friends, old friends. i’m glad i went.
wishlist.
Christmas &my Birthday are coming up! So here’s my wishlist:
urban outfitters gift card.
forever21 gift card.
american appearal gift card.
starbucks gift card.
victoria secret 34b/c or m [to add to my collection]
purple ipod nano or ipod touch.
leopard print pumps/flat. size 8. not a round toe.
take me on a fun adventure:]
&dinner with cool people is always nice.
too cool.
do you really think you’re too cool to talk to me now? it’s really funny how people change, or just try to act different. idk, it’d kind of annoying. i try to be your friend, but you seem to be stuck in your own little world. this goes out to a few of you.
ugh.
i’m done setting myself up for dissapointment. i’ll give it until summer.
a few words.
so here’s just a few words i’d like to say to a few different people:
1. Why are you being so mother fucking lame lately? Can you really stop so we can be friends again?
2. Why are you being so emo? You should really be happy with what you have &stop doubting everything. You should be really thankful for what you have, cause honestly, it’s the best you can do.
3. Can you...
lame.
i wanted to go out tonight. &it most likely won’t happen anymore. so maybe i’ll talk a walk.
i’m stoke for this weekend! vagas with viki. ohh how i’ve missed it. maybe a trip away will help me clear my mind &figure things out.
i really want to talk to you, but i’m scared of what you might say, if you even say anything.
tagged.
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small world.
GAHH! i hate how small of a world we really live in. yeah, san diego is a big city, but i’ve seemed to find how small it really is. everyone knows everyone.. &i hate it. it’s cool sometimes, but right now it’s realllyyyyy lame. i wish it could be like, i have my friends, you have your friends, &then you and i know eachother. idk, it’s just bothering me right now.
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let it happen.
i’m going to find out if you really have changed. i’m going to sit back &let everything happen the way it’s going, and then i’ll see if it goes the same way it did last time.
looking up.
things are looking up again. it was a reality check, and i believe that it was needed. i’m not happy about it, but it was needed. there’s a few things that are in a very confusing state right now, i’m fine with it. i’m just very thankful that i found friends who really are there for me when i need it. but i’m going to start taking more control over my life, not so...